{"id":250,"date":"2022-05-14T14:51:27","date_gmt":"2022-05-14T12:51:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/vorbildergesucht.noblogs.org\/?p=250"},"modified":"2022-05-14T14:51:27","modified_gmt":"2022-05-14T12:51:27","slug":"coming-in-but-not-out-jugend-auf-dem-land","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/vorbildergesucht.noblogs.org\/en-US\/post\/2022\/05\/14\/coming-in-but-not-out-jugend-auf-dem-land\/","title":{"rendered":"Coming in but not out – Youth in the Countryside"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"CW: Alcohol.<\/strong><\/p>\n

I feel lost, feel like I’m in the wrong film. This film is not meant for me.<\/p>\n

The lights go on. I see that everyone here is different than me.<\/p>\n

I was in the wrong film.<\/p>\n

Later I drink champagne with the others, because I don’t dare order anything else.<\/p>\n

I don’t like champagne, at least I always say I don’t like it.<\/p>\n

It’s actually not that bad, but I can’t like it because that’s what defines me.<\/p>\n

But since someone else, who isn’t like them either, liked champagne, it doesn’t taste so bad.<\/p>\n

I still prefer to stick to beer.<\/p>\n

Note: I wrote this when I was young, and it is in no way meant to glorify alcohol and macho beer drinking.<\/em><\/p>\n

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CW: Alcohol. I feel lost, feel like I’m in the wrong film. This film is not meant for me. The lights go on. I see that everyone here is different than me. I was in the wrong film. Later I drink champagne with the others, because I don’t dare order anything else. I don’t like … <\/p>\n

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